Listen To Your Heart

I've only been in school for about 3 weeks now and I can already tell that this semester I will be relying on the Holy Ghost on a lot of important decisions that will pertain to my life. I made an important decision to change my major because my patriarchal blessing kept coming to my mind. With the comfort of the Holy Ghost I made the decision that was needed to be made. Because of it, my schedule at school seems a little more balanced and to top it off, I have a job interview at Hollister tomorrow! The way how my schedule is now, I can have a job and work Tuesday, Thursday and Saturdays! Now, I still need to get the job lol but how amazing would it be if I did? Pretty darn amazing I would think! With my schedule before, it would of been harder to get a job that's for sure.

Another important (well ish) decision I've had to made recently was whether I should date this one guy. I mentioned him in a post not too long ago. He's a great guy! Loves sports like me, hates the Lakes like me, hates Kobe Bryant like me, tall, cute, etc. Haha he was pretty much a good catch I'd say. But, my heart just wasn't letting me commit to him in a relationship. Yes, he had a past but that really didn't bother me. I'm a forgiving person and I like to look at people for the person they are today and not for the person they were in the past...but something was still there preventing me to commit to him! Yesterday when I got set apart for my new calling (Relief Society Instructor...ahhhhhhhhhh so nervous!) they asked me if I needed a particular blessing and I kept telling them I didn't but then...I decided to open up to them and tell them about this guy and just other stuff. They both told me I should date him actually haha but even with them telling me that...my heart just never gave me a confirmation to date him. I ended up just ending things with the guy and I have no feelings of regret or second thoughts about it. I'm still a bit confused about this whole thing but...I know I made the right decision and it'll only be a matter of time when I'll look back and be glad on the choice I made...I just can't really see it right now.

"But behold, I say unto you, that you must study it out in your mind; then you must ask me if it be right, and if it is right I will cause that your bosom shall burn within you; therefore you shall feel that it is right." D&C9:8


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