
ANYWHOSERS! I had such a bizarre dream last night. Actually, it was quite quick and not really bizarre but had me thinking about it a lot when I woke up. So in my dream I was dating this guy (not naming him) and things were going great! All of a sudden, he takes me down this hall and we're running down it...I guess you can say we were racing and having fun? Anywhosers, all of a sudden we stop. I ask him why we stop and he gets down on one knee and proposes to me! At the moment, ok, this is going to sound weird but I was thinking in my mind in my dream as if it were real. I thought to myself how I really liked this guy but how I wasn't sure if he was the one I was suppose to marry. As I'm thinking, I'm looking at him and he is starting to look discouraged so I quickly reply YES! when really...I didn't want to. We then began to run again and as we were running, he tells me how he has already found a place to live, a temple we can get married at, etc...
Ok, maybe it wasn't such a bizarre dream but it kind of freaked me out! What I started to think about after the dream was how am I ever going to really know if I'm suppose to marry someone? I mean, I could fall in love with anyone really and think about marrying someone but when it comes to the question...can I say yes? Will I say yes? How will I feel after? Two girls in my ward at school just got engaged today (CONGRATS ABBY AND JANA!) and I mean, they obviously knew they wanted to marry them so I guess I will too?...Haha ahhh call me weird but I guess I've just never been in a real situation of dating someone and actually having the option of potentially marrying them; not just daydream about it for 2 years.
12:23am conversation
Katie: I loooooooooooooooooooooove you!
Me: Are you drunk?
Katie: :)
Me: bahahahaha!
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