Poop.

I think I'm starting to get sick again...yay...haha that's what I get for baby-sitting all of my little munchkins! Hopefully if I do get sick...it's not as bad and I can lose more weight from it ;) haha I will say for not eating for a week...I was dissapointed when I only lost like, 3 pounds. I mean, COME ON! My goal is to get back to 123...I'm at 126 right now so 3 more pounds! But then...knowing me I'll want to get back to 120 like I was in high school but we'll see. I've actually lost quite a few pounds since I've been in school to come to think of it...I think I was like, 134 in the fall. So. I really have no reason to be complaining right now haha so I'm just going to stop. I think I'm starting to go "wedding crazy". Shopping for bridesmaid dresses and seeing more and more of my friends getting engaged...yeah...it kind of gets to you haha! I mean, I don't think I want to be getting married right now but, I do wish I was in love. I know. Shut up. You had the "perfect" opportunity to date a guy and fall in love so stop complaining. It's just that right now is not the right time for me to be doing that. It's kind of hard to accept, not gonna lie. But, it's what the Lord wants me to do so I just gotta go with it!

However, back to the wedding madness, I think I finally have a dress for Ariel's wedding. YAY! But, knowing me, I'll want to keep looking just in case I can find something better. I bought another pair of heels today. Ugh. They were only 20 bucks at Ross but still, I need to be SAVING money right now, not SPENDING it! But, I figure I'll probably wear them for either Sarah's or Ariel's wedding so I suppose it was a necessary purchase ;)

Ok. Side note. I just had this realization that I can fall for guys really easily. That's kind of bad haha. I know that right now I am not suppose to be in a relationship as much as I wanted to fight it while I was in Rexburg. But, just because I can't be in a relationship right now doesn't mean that I can't like guys. Oh my goodness, I think I'm losing it right now ha. And my right ear really hurts right now. Oh no, I'm starting to get congested too. If I seriously get sick AGAIN I will be so mad! Wow, I think this is the most pointless post I've ever done. Sorry for wasting 5 minutes of your life if you read this whole post.

I love OTH