What Happened To College Being Easy?

I feel like these past four semesters I've been able to cruise by with school. You know, bomb every test you take in the testing center and get A's in everything else and come out with a 3.4 GPA at the end of the semester. This time? Nope. Not even a possibility. I cannot believe how much school work I have...it's insane! I guess that's what you get for being a junior in college now. I was on campus from 9-7:30pm today. That's pretty much how yesterday was. Tomorrow I won't be home til 9ish {{butttt I'll be at hip hop til then so I guess that's my break for the day}}. I need my papers to be finished by Thursday. So much stress. I'm trying to get ahead of all of my schoolwork so I can enjoy and relax this weekend in Utah. I'm actually glad that this is the semester where I'm getting ready for my mission because it's making me stay in and do my homework, study, and get sleep. I'm not all that caught up with the dating scene like I've been the past semester so it's a nice change. It's a weird/hard adjustment but it's good for me. I need it. My bishop today told me how I shouldn't stop going on dates. I was kind of hoping he'd say the opposite to be honest. I don't know, it's hard for me to be all caught up on the dating scene. I love hearing how everyone else is enjoying dating but that's about it. Like I've said, I'm at the point where I like being asked on dates...just not going on them. Harsh, I know, but just me being honest. I feel like I'm physically, emotionally, and spiritually drained...I just want it to be Thanksgiving break already so I can go home! Actually, I think I just want to have my call so I can have a sense of control where my life is headed.


♥ The Girl Who Loves OJ