Would You Consider This A Dilemma?

So here me out for a second. I've been, I guess "dating" this guy for a couple of weeks now. He's a really sweet guy and I can honestly say that I like him now. We talked tonight and had the DTR conversation (determine the relationship). Luckily, we are both on the same page and don't want a relationship just because I'm going back to school and he is going back out on patrol. Also, we won't see each other for...gosh knows when. Maybe June if we're lucky but if anything, August. But, he wants me to email him while he's out and I told him I would because, I think I'm actually getting interested in him.

But, here's the dilemma.

I don't have a "missionary" but, I am writing to a boy that I dated for 10 months, fell in love with for the first time, and have hope that things could maybe work out. Is it bad that as of next month, I will be writing to a boy that I still love and hope for things to work out with and emailing a guy who I don't really have a relationship with but, like him and is curious to see where things will take us? Is that so bad? I don't think it really is since...I'm not in a relationship with Paul, it is just wishful thinking with him. But, with this other guy, it's not realistic that things will work out but, it's more possible to have a relationship with him then a guy who is on his mission not giving a care about girls. Hmm...this one is a toughy.

"I'm about to order a fudgeanna with extra whip cream and a cherry on top" - Trent


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