Repeat

You know the feeling of "been there, done that"....yeah, just had a repeat of that tonight. It might not of sucked as much as the first time but the feeling over all just sucks? And you know it's for the better but wonder why it couldn't just work out? But it's also something you can't get mad about because you know that the person was following their heart and listened during their prayers on what to do?

Haha I'm exhausted from driving about 19 hours this weekend, Tom just came to visit, whenever I go home Paul is always mentioned to me which never helps my emotions at all, and I have school tomorrow...oh gosh, I need to sleep this off asap.

I mean, did I really think it would work out? I know I really hoped it would but I hope for a lot of things that never seem to go the way I imagine. But, tomorrow is a new day...I can do this :)

"Olivia, you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful testimony. 'The sweetest thing in the whole wide world is a happy girl.' Keep smiling, keep being you. Always remember your worth and beauty as a Daughter of God.

XoXo Jamie"

Seriously...do I have the best roommates or what?!

Liv