ahhhh i TOTALLY didn't have time to do this yesterday. with baby-siting twice, gym, chilling with mom, and showering, i made sure the second i got home i went straight to bed because lets be honest...i baby-sit in 45 minutes and still have so much to do! sorry, next week i'll make sure to be on time and hopefully...it'll be something related to VEGAS! yes...i leave in 4 days.
I just realized that i still had feelings for a guy who clearly has moved on.
in my dreams tonight, he was in it. and to be quite frank, it's been about a year or so since he last made his grand entrance in one of my dreams. it was like a typical day for us: chillin at his apt, talking to his roommates, me wearing sweats and my hair up and wearing one of my neon bright elastic headbands, figuring out what the day ahead awaits for us. well, in my dream, he had this science field-trip to go to and needed me to drive his car {{yup...kinda miss doing that}} so he can read me the bizarre directions his teacher gave him. i won't go into any further detail to the conversation in the dream but...it was kind of a closure moment for me! he said why things ended when i really didn't know why. yes people, i know it's a dream and i'm sure it's still not the reason why things ended but it gave me comfort in my dream! but, bottom line it was a really good dream and everything was said and expressed and we were able to understand one another. funny how dreams work, huh?
♥ The Girl Who Needs To Hurry
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