Discovering The Little Secrets of Those You Once Cared For

I always think it's funny how a persons true colors can show after you had a "bad ending" with them. With some guys, you find out from their friends what their first thoughts were about you. You find out that the guy is kind of a player- that one is always the best. You also try to figure out how that one guy can get over you soooo quickly when before, they were trying so hard to keep you. I don't know...it always seems to crack me up. It sometimes scares me because after seeing this happen multiple times with different guys...I wonder if I'm actually falling for the "real" guy.

This also goes for girls too. You think you're friends with one girl and before you know it, you're both out to make each others lives miserable beyond means. You either hook up with your best friends ex boyfriend, spread a rumor, spread a secret for that matter, lie to them, and the list goes on. First off, GIRLS DO NOT HAVE A GIRL LAW! That was the one thing that got me in unnecessary drama my first semester of college. Apparently, some girls think we have a "girl law" just like the guys have a man law...that is completely false. The only thing that would ever be on the girl law IF there was one...was that to not doing ANYTHING bad against your BEST FRIEND. This implies that if you are simply just "friends" with a girl, not good good friends but just simply happen to have the same friends, a class with this girl, there is NOTHING wrong with going for a guy that they went for or had. Why? Because you aren't good friends with them. Correction, back to "if there was a girl law", I would also add best friends and girls you are good friends with. That is kind of common sense. But, you need to make sure you and the other girl are on the same terms as being a good friend. A good friend to me is a girl who I talk to whenever I'm down, tell my secrets with, and is kind of almost a best friend but not really.

I had an incident where this girl I was hanging out with accused me of "going for her ex boyfriend" when in all honesty, we were just trying to be friends. But, at the same time, even if I tried to go after him...I don't think she had any right to tell me not to. We weren't that good of friends where it would be wrong. If I ever feel like I'm betraying a girl by going for her ex or a guy she hooked up with, then obviously I'm more then good friends with her and shouldn't make that move. But, we were just friends. And we still are but I never felt guilty for hanging out with him at all. It's really hard to be a girl haha. My rule is is that every guy is free game (unless it's your best friends ex or hook up buddy OR a really good friend of yours). I think I should go for any guy and my friends should go for any guys. If they all wanted to date Paul when he came home from his mission...by all means haha do it! We aren't dating anymore and who am I to say you can't go on a date with him?? I think that's the thing that bugs me is that who are they to stay I can't date some guy?? Ughh so annoying.

I sold my soul to the devil today...I re-started my addiction with One Tree Hill...CRAP!


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